leather studded kisses;

title: and you might as well start pulling off the trigger at one another;
date: Saturday, November 17, 2007
time:8:41:00 AM

Wow.I think a potential war will erupt soon.
Trust me, no matter how much i love violence, i straight up despise wars.
Rather then a war of words,i'd rather witness a real-life combat.At least one of the parties die along the way and it just ends there.One victorious & one defeated.
With words, it will never end.Until one party finally give in & walk away.
So, that is the current situation i'm in right now.Utterly irritating.I seem to have low tolerance of noise these days to a point that even pumping in music on the stereo somehow irritates me.And to have this happening, i swear that being a marionette is a 1000 time better.
I have no idea when it's going to end but a promise has been made to myself that i will never interfere.Let them continue bombarding each other until they are all worn out.I will not take sides either.I pledge to just zip it and see what happens.
But seriously, it is getting on my nerves and totally wrecking my mood.Sometimes, it gets so hard to even enjoy peace.
I feel that even shutting the bedroom door and pretending that nothing is happening appear hopeless.
I'M STUCK and desperately wanting to break free.

Ignorance is a bliss and because i chose silence and ignorance rather then to be involved, it won't be long before words are being lost on my lips.I will only be there bodily.The logic will be shut and the chatter to fade away only to speak when questioned.And everything will be locked inside and guarded so closely until the day i'm free like the butterflies.

BUT STILL, I'M DETERMINED TO STAY POSITIVE.
Maybe i'll shut my eyes and hope that this was all a dream.

I will love the one who can take me away.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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