leather studded kisses;

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date: Thursday, April 30, 2009
time:9:17:00 AM

We got caught in this and by itself, it's a paradox.

Sometimes we're flying high and on others, we don't even see eye to eye.

From a distance, they're observing. Waiting, just waiting.

Maybe she don't care. Perhaps it's just a cover up.

Deep inside, it's a whole new turmoil.

She wants to acknowledge it's all over.

But it just doesn't seem so especially when logic is not making any sense.

She intends to make a move but there's always this fear.

When the boundaries are dull, how do we pretend everything is fine?

For eon do you intend her to keep moving back and forth?

Love,

vinTage dreams

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date: Saturday, April 25, 2009
time:1:41:00 PM

I think i just broke a heart.
I'm sorry, i just can't fall in love that easily.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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date: Wednesday, April 22, 2009
time:6:51:00 PM

You witness the rainbows on one side of the world and although u're tempted to jump into that turf, you hold back because hesitation holds your foot firmly onto the ground.

You feel weary of the endless cycle but taking a leap appear too risky especially when the grass is not always greener on the other side.

I live in the shadows of past happiness with recollections as a source of strength.

As a classmate puts it, that which doesn't kill will only make you stronger.

And trust me, it's making me stronger by the day.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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date: Saturday, April 18, 2009
time:8:31:00 AM

T1 is sexy cause quite a number of my favourite stores are located there.
Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, Outfitter Girls, Chamelon,Times, Diva, Sasa, Punk Star!!!
This only implies one thing and that is, there will be more shopping trips in time to come.
Chomel has a new store located at Tampines Mall. hudaa is so loving it!

Instead of using the money that i saved for the week to purchase new shorts, i spent it on a bracelet and necklace at Chomel, plus a top from Uniqlo the No.1 Japanese casual wear brand(picture above).

I think the next thing on my shopping list is this vintage oversized top from Mango and my aim is to get it in my closet by next week.

Now that i'm rather contented, i shall spent the next 5 hours studying.You can do it hudaa, it's all in the mind!

Love,

vinTage dreams

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date: Friday, April 17, 2009
time:12:20:00 PM

Getting myself familiar with the Pre-U Seminar locations.
How ironic that i feel like a tourist in my own homeland.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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time:5:45:00 AM

I'm sickeningly frustrated with my standing broad jump results.
Perhaps my biggest weakness is when it comes to jumping and because of that, i was forced to spend my entire P.E lesson practising on my jumps. One bloody hour jumping like some retarded toad in search for a meal.
The best part is, now i'm limping and i spent last night struggling to bear with the pain. I cannot even straighten up my legs.
For every step that i take, i'm reminded of the torment due to the piercing pain at the thigh muscle.

I have no clue how i'm going to survive through later because the SLOs are going to make a trip to Tanjong Pagar and Boat Quay area to check out the locations that we are going to bring the 2009 Pre-U Seminar participants for their amazing race.

Love,

vinTage dreams

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date: Thursday, April 16, 2009
time:4:23:00 AM

I believe that there is some truth to what my Economics tutor said.
It's either career or relationship.Maybe in my situation it's more of either education or relationship.
Time and again i'm confronted with the miserable fact that i can't seem to be able to juggle both of them equally well.
It's always the scenario where at the expense of one, it comes with having to forgo the other.
Well, not literally sacrificing the other but more of doing well in one area and suffering a retardation effect on the other.
In ensuring that matters of the heart are tended with considerable importance, it comes with the opportunity cost of falling behind in my studies and witnessing my grades suffer substantially and on the contrary, while attempting to keep up with what's necessary in school, amour highlights an evidently bleak aura.
Perhaps one can never be able to attain the best of both worlds.
Maybe i should consider asking myself what my priorities are and if it's really worth it to compromise my potentials in one field just so that i can i have something from the other.

I need to make a choice and pray it be quick.

Nothing sounds promising for the moment and it's disturbing that i'm neither here nor there.

Love,

vinTage dreams

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date: Sunday, April 12, 2009
time:9:01:00 AM

My heart is left fragmented into pieces.
I chance upon it on one of the SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES.
Just remember that God will reward us accordingly.
I have nothing left to to say cause all my emotions are depleted.
Thank you very much.
What you did was awesome.Just awesome.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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date: Saturday, April 11, 2009
time:4:58:00 AM

Now, all of us should have a better understanding of The Importance of Being Earnest.
Backdrop was beyond awesome that it appears absurd.
The pace of life hasn't been pleasant but at the end of the cycle, all we want is something attached to our initials.
We don't live just life to please others. Or do we?
Whatever it is, just remember that heroes are those who make choices.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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date: Friday, April 10, 2009
time:1:28:00 PM

I shall offer you my theories about boys today as its 4.30 a.m & i'm not yet in bed and i'm freaking bored.

Now, i've come to a conclusion that it would be a precious gemstone to find a Muslim guy in this era whom we can compare to that of our father.

Just inform me of the number of male adolescence who religiously pray 5 times a day because he aware of his a responsibility to do so. Maybe praying 5 times a day is too much to ask for. Let me settle for the number of Muslim guys who actually attend Friday Prayers these days. I can still recall that almost all my Muslim classmates back then in primary school seeing Friday Prayers as a mandatory but i believe that opinion no longer hold these days.

Well, i'm not saying that everyone is like that as i do know of some guys who actually perform the prayers 5 times a day without fail. I sincerely respect this group of guys.

But don't you think that it's a pity that they are a rare find?

Just observe the amount of Muslim male population that you find lingering around town at the time when they're supposed to be at the mosque? Worst, the bulk of them whom leisurely display their drinking obsession almost anywhere and everywhere together with the bunch who glorify their tattoos like as though they are some kind of religious act.

I'm not speaking like as though i'm some pious Muslim who is attempting to critise all those guys with tattoos and those who drink cause i'm pretty much aware that when it comes to religion, i fall short of meeting expectations.

But i find it rather disturbing that the bundle of our prospective husbands may not even have a sound religious background to begin with and how then are they going to guide the family towards the supposedly righteous path?

Well, in the aspects of dating, most of us wouldn't mind our boyfriends adorning tattoos since they claim them as a medium of body art but just think about it, would you really consider bringing your boyfriend home if almost every part of his body is tainted with tattoo to meet your parents? I don't know about you but i sure wouldn't have enough guts to do so.

Yes, you may argue that with the advancement of science and technology these days, removing a tattoo isn't much of a hassle as long as you can produce the cash.

What about drinking habits then? I know of many who time and again pledge not to touch alcohol yet when presented with temptation and peer pressure crumble at the invitation. Habits is not something one can get rid off easily so let me ask you again, are you sure you don't mind having someone who drink as your future husband? Alcohol is a no for me when it comes to husband material.It's either he abandon his drinking habits before marriage or totally forget about the whole notion of marriage.

Maybe the most i can compromise with is the extent of someone who smokes.Other than that, u're off my list of eligible life partners. The statistics are shocking when i realised that it's a 1 out of 7 scenario to stumble upon a Muslim male teenager in my contact list who has a stable educational background,an effectual moral standing, one who does not drink,club or has a tattoo and at least perform his Friday prayers.

For the lucky ones who have found the precious gemstone, hold on to them tightly.
As for myself and others, maybe we should start searching for the type of guy who fulfills our criteria of eligible bachelors.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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date: Thursday, April 9, 2009
time:10:04:00 PM

Victory was claimed by Taurus cheerleading squad!
Hours dedicated to cheer practice was all well-worth it!
Like they always say, you reap what you sow.
And, i got a freaking B for project work when i thought i wasn't even going to pass it!!!
I'm smiling from ear to ear right now.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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date: Saturday, April 4, 2009
time:9:56:00 AM

I clearly recall my mother waking me up at 6a.m before she left the house but i told her that i would wake up in 5 mins time.But obviously, that didn't happen.The next time i took a glance at the clock, it was 5 mins to 12.(so much for 5 mins!)
I got all panicky as i realised that i was supposed to turn up for cheer practice at 9 a.m.OMG! hudaa is such an ill-disciplined person. Since i couldn't revert back time, lets just pray that they didn't learn a lot of new routines.
Rahimah text asking if i wanted to accompany her go shopping.I obviously said yes!

All that personal not-so important details of my life aside,
I presume that i need to be a SUPERGIRL to survive next week.

Mon-Tues would definitely be dedicated to cheer practise till late.I doubt if i can survive through Tuesday.There will be lesson after lesson together with evening lecture and rushing off for final cheer practice.
Wednesday would be the ultimate showdown for cheer and i can predict that i would reach home around 10p.m.
Thursday would be a normal school day except that i would have to rush off for dikir straight after lessons end.
The good news is that Friday is a public holiday so it wouldn't be so taxing and that i can conserve all my energy for dikir training at night.
I would have to wake up early on Saturday to get all prepped-up for dikir performance and as soon as i'm done with that, scramble my way to Bugis to attend 'The Importance of Being Earnest' literature play.
As for Sunday, one thing that i can assure you is that i'll sleep like a log regardless of how inconducive the environment may be and afterwards, combat with hours to complete my assignments.

WOW! It's rather amazing that i'm actually predicting what will happen next week.

To summarize everything, i came to a conclusion that i desperately need to zonk out early tomorrow or suffer the consequences thereafter.

Love,

vinTage dreams

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date: Wednesday, April 1, 2009
time:5:29:00 AM

Everything is starting to clash with one another.
New Media Arts with cheerleading and with dikir.
Even performances are just a few days different.
The flu bug is planning on a relapse, even medication won't work.
Attending lecture 1/2 of the occasion trying to prevent myself from coughing or sneezing too hard because of the apparent irritation that it would bring on my neighbours imposes an educational cost.
I'm lagging behind and it's not something that i'm proud to declare.
Physical Education at this moment just adds on the detrimental effects of my health especially with educators that illustrate a deficient in what we understand as mercy.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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