hudaa Ismail
nineTeen
pretty much an avid observer who is eccentric in nature as well as one who does things entirely based on her mood.
title: "Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku Reputasi kini menjadi bisu Dan aku, ku layu Disitu Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru Itulah impian aku" This is the part when you stand in front of the mirror and scream tears of anguish so loudly to a point that the fragments of glass start piercing your skin. To salvage one thing, it comes with parting with the other.It's recurrent and perhaps i've come to a conclusion that it is rather synonymous to my existence. A tragedy worth devoting time and effort in attempts of reverting it? Or something that i should learn to live with now and try harder to correct in future? I hate being pessimistic but the future appears bleak from where i'm standing. Love, vinTage dreams |
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title: I've never felt this defeated until today. I guess humans never learn from their follies. 1 week could make a difference but hey, i got complacent. Now i'm facing the music and it sounds something like a broken tape recorder. Neither here nor there. I can jolly well kiss my goals goodbye and start praying that my bullshitting skills has it's way of salvaging myself like how it has always done. Then again, i don't think that is going to occur this time round. I'm sick once again and it has to occur at this point in time when i'm trying my hardest to fully utilise my intellectual capabilities so that i won't enter the examination halls without even giving a fight. I'm utterly disappointed at myself.Period. Love, vinTage dreams |
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title: Perhaps it was a rather mind-boggling discovery to realised that you are afterall; not a creature, devoid of emotions. Occasionally, there appears to be a conflict between happiness and otherwise. Like an engine on automaton, indisputably cold-blooded. Just who do we blame? Our incredible disregard or their insensitivity? Only tonight, when you're on the verge of losing it all that you abandon the facades of an android. Lucky you, you realised just a second before a catastrophe. Perhaps time has arrived for us to segregate ourselves from the liquidated. Tonight shall be the night, for the betterment- We should all know that. Love, vinTage dreams |
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title: Balance was achieved between leisure and studying hours. Hudaa came face to face with perhaps 2 of the most good-looking Singaporeans alive! Now, that's a valuable reward! On a not-so-interesting note, i realised that i need to clock in more hours. I hate myself for being complacent; it is as good as not learning. Love, vinTage dreams |
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title: Dave Barry once said "Once again, we come to the Holiday Season, a deeply religious time that each of us observes, in his own way, by going to the mall of his choice". I bet it wouldn't come as a surprise if i were to inform you that i went on yet another shopping spree. Strange as it may seem, there was minimal crowd along the streets of Orchard to a point that it appeared as though i was taking a stroll along some ghost town.( On a second thought, i think that's too much of an exaggeration) but i've never ever stepped on foot the streets of Orchard Road with it being unpopulated with shoppers. The effect is so jarring to a point that the whole atmosphere feels surreal. This was rather an added advantage for myself as i didn't have to wait for eons long just in order enter the fitting rooms. I managed to purchase whatever i wanted to while sticking to my budget and i collected my Reebok high cut sneakers from Heeren as well.It's like the lust item from a week ago that appeared in my sleep God knows how many times.Ok, kidding! Now that i have a big hole in my wallet, it's time to save up before spending once more. Believe it or not, i've created another shopping list that i must conquer within the next two weeks. I swear shopping is addictive! OH, and one more thing, i want to purchase this exact pair but the catch is i want the base in black and i've been searching high and low for it but apparently i can't find it yet. I require a little help people... Can some God-sent angel inform me on where to get it. Your help would be greatly appreciated=) Love, vinTage dreams |
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title: Meet up with Fifi and guess what, he pierced his earlobe. Though it suits him, i still think i look better with piercings! Ok, like duh! Hudaa. I swear to all divine beings that he was making a HUGE fuss while i was trying to change his ear studs.Those which goes like AHHH!!! Sakit!! The best damn thing would be that i got to laugh at him suffering. It was a joyous entertainment for this sadistic women. He's considering more piercings but i seriously think he had enough. Love, vinTage dreams |
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title: Perhaps not an expected sight at any fire drill- IJC's track compound was streaming with umbrellas. RED,YELLOW,GREEN.You name it, they have it. It appears as though everyone came prepared and was ironically looking forward to the fire drill. Self-proclaimed paparazzi flooded every corner itching to snap a photo like as though they were on a quest for an ancient relic. I'm left in absolute wonderment at how unpredictable the human nature is. All the more, i think i should pursue Psychology. Love, vinTage dreams |
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