leather studded kisses;

title: "Nolite te bastardes carborundorum"
date: Thursday, March 13, 2008
time:8:54:00 AM

That haunting evidence is so going to affect both my nervous system as well as my circulatory system.
It would have been a zillion times better if i hadn't chance upon it.
Sometimes, not knowing is way better then knowing especially if you consider the fact of how paranoid of a person that i am.
I've got a question to ask myself: "Just how much of this can i tolerate?"
To a certain extent for as long as my arteries and veins are still functioning perfectly.
I can't imagine if there be a day when my blood vessels become intolerant of this whole situation and slowly starts bursting one at a time.
You will see me lifeless in no time with a note saying that brought this upon myself.
But no, that isn't my picture of a perfect death.

Don't even dream that i will let paranoia sink into my veins this time round.

I'm so not going to be bothered with what i already know.

I'll be perfectly fine regardless of what you intend to do to me.

Please,do me a favour by coming up with more creative ways in attempts to exterminate me because seriously, what you're doing is downright pathetic.

Let me repeat that; IT IS DOWNRIGHT PATHETIC!

Love,

vinTage dreams

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