
hudaa Ismail
nineTeen
pretty much an avid observer who is eccentric in nature as well as one who does things entirely based on her mood.
title: Three days isn't such a long period of time but considering the fact that i have to religiously wake up at 4.30 a.m and having to end my day at around 1 a.m for three consecutive days make me wonder if my body is up for it. Besides the fact that my body has the habit of procrastinating, i'm not sure if my brain can function diligently under severe air conditioning for a long period of time. If i agree,there's no turning back.If i disagree,i'm simply wasting an opportunity. Submitting to this may be an unforgettable and valuable experience but i simply can't make up my mind. Will my body crumble half-way? Can i adjust myself to the setting? Too many questions doubting my capability. The all black outfit shouldn't be much of a problem but the scarf? The thought of having to put on the scarf for 3 whole day makes me wonder if i can step up to it when i've never even try using it for one entire day. Five hours left to decide. At the rate that i'm going, i don't know when i'll come to a concrete decision. To volunteer or not to volunteer? I have nothing to lose except for dedicating my CNY holiday for a volunteering service towards the minority of the Muslim Community in Singapore so perhaps, i should. Love, vinTage dreams |
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