
hudaa Ismail
nineTeen
pretty much an avid observer who is eccentric in nature as well as one who does things entirely based on her mood.
title: this is the part where i go bonkers; Mixed emotions. Panic-stricken,paranoid,disturbed,irritated,anxious,joyful and worried all at the same time. A variety of occasions which triggered a havoc in the cerebrum. No longer a concrete wall;one shaking with age. Negativity starts to creep in even though the positive aura is still encircling. I don't even know how this is possible. Those cramps are making matters worst.4 days straight and no,i'm not referring to PMS. I can request for a one-way ticket to wonderland to runaway?If only that was possible. Still,my eyes is fixed on that particular target.Please announce to me that miracles do happen. Whatever it is that you have in mind,don't allow me to sink into any kinds of negative thoughts by seducing me into it.I'm begging here. Even if you want to give me a reality check,please do it in a positive manner. Or else,I'll SCREAM my heads off at you.Don't say i didn't warn you.Right,as if i have to guts to scream at anyone. I'm supposed to be in bed now but i can't shut my eyes because my haunted imagination doesn't allow me to have some peace.How splendid.Thank god the windows are shut or else,i'd reckon i would crawl and rest beside my grandma.Imagine a 17 year old doing that,how childish.
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