leather studded kisses;

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date: Friday, January 4, 2008
time:10:23:00 AM

It's almost 3 a.m.
The eyes can't wait to rest while a portion of the brain simply wants to do the opposite.No matter how hard i try, i simply can't sleep.
I have five hrs and 30 minutes left before i have to start packing my belongings and get ready to take a break from living at home and crash somewhere in the city area.
Often,my bags are already packed by now.
I'm not that keen to go this time.I'm not even sure why.Just 2 days ago, i simply can't wait for Saturday to arrive and now that it's here,i'm not even sure if i really want go.Funny how emotions and feelings get twisted that easily.

Something just doesn't feel right and that's why i'm reluctant to go.
I plainly hate this whole feeling that something is amiss.
I'm happy,sad,irritated,confused,bloated and tired all at the same time.
Which emotions are real and which are not, i can't even seem to be able to tell the difference.

Let's hope i'll get better once i return.

Love,
vinTage dreams

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