The journey that i'hv taken was a correct one.
I know i'll never have regrets.
The past is all behind me.
I only have the future to worry about.
I can finally see myself again.I can finally smile once more.
Everyday will be a blessing however hard it maybe.
All the unhappiness has be thrown away.Being sorrowful just isn't me.
It will only be good occurrences and deeds from now on.
I feel so free; a huge weight has been lifted off my chest.
I know i'm ready for any test that God sends to me.I know God will be there with me.I'm not alone.
I will never experience total darkness again.The light will be there to guide me.
Things will get better from now on.
Pictures.
( By personal digicam and by the photographer.)
Experiences.Sweet and bitter ones.
The past is nothing but a memory.
I'hv learnt to move on.I'hv learnt to sincerely forgive and forget.
All thanks to a particular course or should i say training; ESQ (Emotional Spiritual Quotient) which helps me to get back to reality.That life is too short to waste it on tears.
The trainers were a enthusiastic duo:Abang Firdaus and Andri.I will never forget the impact they have on me.
But credits must go to Uncle Ary Ginanjar Agustian for being the founder of this whole idea of ESQ.The ultimate training for emotional and spiritual success.
The training is conducted in malay and you can't run away from their usage of bahasa Indonesia since all the trainers are from Indonesia.So,watching Indonesian Sinetron on tv has its purpose afterall.At least, i can have a better understanding of what they are trying to say.
Now that i'm an alumni with ESQ and get to attend their seminars for free, i really hope to attend their seminar in certain parts of Europe.
I want to experience the atmosphere of the crowd in Europe.
The crowd is Malaysia is definitely happening.They are passionate and warm people.I hate to say this but i think that they rock more then Singaporeans.Everyone made me feel at home.No wonder they say Malaysia boleh!
Food stuffs.
I managed to get a dosage of Dunkin' Donuts.Delicious goodies.
Sampled kampung-styled dishes.Extremely spicy yet tantalizing cuisine.
Ate an enormous serving of peanuts.Addictive stuff.
I ate a whole lot.I would normally restrict myself from eating more then 2 meals a day but while i was at Malaysia, i kept on eating.Everything was thumbs up.
And yes, there's this particular mee goreng which tastes extremely perfect that i can't even find a single missing ingredient in it.Everything seems to be in proportion.The cook must have prepared the dish whole-heartedly.
CONCLUSION: Go Malaysia if you want delicious food at a cheap price!!
The most unforgettable experience during my stay has got to be the blackout at the hotel for 10 mins or so.Total darkness.What's worst,i was in the bathroom having my shower at that point in time.I spent five mins or so in the bathroom bathing without any lights and it was pitch black mind you.I couldn't even see my own hands.I feel so grateful to be able to see with my eyes.Imagine going through everyday as a blind person.They are a strong,respectable and courageous souls i must admit.Far more flawless then us, those who have have eyes and can see but choose to be blind.
Total darkness is not a pleasant thing afterall.It allows despair to set in.We know what will happen if we are always in despair.We refuse to acknowledge the light.We choose sadness over happiness.We choose to think that life is unfair.We will feel hopeless like a failure.There's always more to life no matter how hard your last fall was.You have to redeem yourself no matter what.As long as you have someone who still love and cares for you, u're not walking this road alone.Don't bother to despair over what's lost.Instead, work on how u're going to make things better.
Love,
vinTage dreams
